Linking Unlinkables

I'm in a crowd right now where they have their own tune, their own rhythm...

while i just try to follow theirs... and turns out a failure...

yet i hang out with them... mostly watching them...

trying to blend in with them... still trying...

I don't know why i'm doing this though...

probably because i enjoy it even i'm just some audience...

probably because i envy them...

probably because i let my stupidity get the best of me...

I've been in all sorts of crowds...

all ends up the same...

all lets me smile...

but all lets me feel crappy in the end...

-M•M